I am literally filled with a void that is empty of joy at this point yet again. My depression came back again stronger than ever. and i am trying not to self harm or overdoes, mostly because it is summer and people will see and ask and because i don’t want my bf to worry if I do any of that because I HATE being asked too many questions like my mom does to me over and over again all day, every single day.
The health department was nice got three months supply of OC birth control pills which was splendid so now I shall make another appointment in November. whoo. At least i won’t get pregnant.
Lied to the nurse about my depression and mental health.