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July 24 Thursday

It sure the hell is pretty damn cloudy today. 

bf came over before work.

pretty chill fun time. 

July 23 Wednesday

I am literally filled with a void that is empty of joy at this point yet again. My depression came back again stronger than ever. and i am trying not to self harm or overdoes, mostly because it is summer and people will see and ask and because i don’t want my bf to worry if I do any of that because I HATE being asked too many questions like my mom does to me over and over again all day, every single day.

The health department was nice got three months supply of OC birth control pills which was splendid so now I shall make another appointment in November. whoo. At least i won’t get pregnant.

Lied to the nurse about my depression and mental health.  

Facts : Cus I’m hella bored

  •  10 facts about my room.
  • 1. My walls are pink
  • 2. shaped like a square
  • 3. art and photos are up on the 2 walls facing each other
  • 4. bed across from window
  • 5. infamous body mirror
  • 6. calender is on my closet door
  • 7. my closet is stuffed
  • 8. everything is against a wall
  • 9. center of my room clear for some magick circle shit
  • 10.I have one wall I ‘graffiti' on
  • 9 facts about my family.
  • 1. my brother has a solar panel
  • 2. my baby brother is watching tv right now
  • 3. I used to have a puppy
  • mom and dad are both 42
  • 5. dad is a trucker
  • 6. 5 members of the family total
  • 7. I think my 3 mice count as family members so make that 8
  • 8. we’re white
  • 9. my parents views are waaay different from mine
  •  8 facts about my body
  • 1. I am tiny like a slender stick with boobs and a butt on it
  • 2, my hair is naturally pitch black like snow white
  • 3. freckles on my nose
  • 4.mole on my upper lip like monroe and by my left boob
  • 5. tatted up and gonna get more
  • 6. I think my vagina looks weird but it’s normal
  • 7. my bottom lip is bigger than my upper lip
  • 8. I like my eyes they have yellow specks in them
  • 7 facts about my childhood
  • 1. I have moved like 8 times so far. 
  • 2. These boys used to tease me and killed a babby bunny infront of me once
  • 3. all the white kids avoided me in kindegarden
  • 4. I never lived in a house before all of it was motels or aprtaments
  • 5. very insecure and a ‘crybaby’ 
  • 6. I saw my mom in the hospital more than once
  • 7. I tasted wine at 8 and loved it now I like to chug it
  •  6 facts about my home town.
  • 1. I dont really have one
  • 2. if I did it would be hampton virginia
  • 3. airforce base yo
  • 4. by the water
  • 5. the ice cream there was good
  • 6. I can’t remember
  •  5 facts about my bestfriend(s).
  • 1. don’t talk to anyone anymore except a few
  • 2. brittny brash my crazy sister yo.
  • 3. dazmine cutis is a calm talkative girl.
  • 4. I hate peopel to the mostest.
  • 5. like i don’t like anybody.
  • 4 facts about my parents.
  • 1. parents have brown hair
  • 2. they’re taller than me
  • 3. religous views
  • 4. ask them
  •  3 facts about my personality.
  • 1. Introverted
  • 2. always wants to go on adventures so take me
  • 3. I tend to talk about weird stuff when I’m not shy anymore. be prepared.
  • 2 facts about my favourite things
  • 1. Animals give you unconditional love, people leave.
  • 2. art lets out my demons.
  • 1 fact about the person I like.
  • 1. I looooooooooooove him and I really intensely like her. 

10 Myths/Facts About Introverts


Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

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"Any idiot can face a crisis; it’s this day-to-day living that wears you out."

- Anton Chekhov (via durianquotes)

My dad has literally spent $3,700 this past 3 days. for the new used 1997 car, and then for this electricity panel to get fixed.  

and the plates to get for the car at the mva next weekend will like cost $180 and then i need $40 car seat set cover and some air freshener for the new car. ugh. I hate money. it ruins us all.

It is Monday

Forgive me for not posting pictures fellow followers.